winesburg, ohio

my name is cassie m.
Jan 30
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“Love Songs On the Radio” — Mojave 3

Who put this song in my head?

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For surely, if Bech’s own narrow and narcissistic life was miracle enough to write about, an interlocked miracle was the existence, wherever you went on a map, of other people living lives…

Bech had hardly ever visited a basement before; he had lived in the air, like mistletoe, like the hairy sloth, Manhattan sub-genus. Though he had visited his sister in Cincinnati, and written his freshest fantasy, Travel Light, upon impressions gathered during avuncular visits there, he had never in his bones before known what America was made of: lonely outposts, log cabins chinked with mud and moss.

John Updike, Bech is Back. 

These quotes are from two different chapters, but I feel like they’re just different arteries to the same organ of thought. The bones of America. Living in the air like mistletoe! 

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Object Bots. Reminds me of this. 

Object Bots. Reminds me of this

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Kasimir Malevich. Would make good wallpaper. Colors.

Kasimir Malevich. Would make good wallpaper. Colors.

Jan 29
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Jan 27
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Martin Parr: finding life’s strange moments.

Martin Parr: finding life’s strange moments.

Jan 26
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I’m not a great cook, but I’d like to be. This is an aspiration that becomes more pronounced when you’re presented, continually, with the desire and the opportunity to be cooking for other people, rather than just eating whatever’s on hand because you’re flying solo. Nobody wants to eat what I would make for myself. So, here’s my mission to learn how to make things that other people want to eat. People like presentation. They like cheese, a little salt, probably spices, maybe cream. All of these are pretty good things. I like this particular recipe because you can add almost anything to it and it will still be great: bacon, broccoli, squash, eggplant. 
I just looked down and there’s a tiny ink drawing on my left hand from last night. I put it there. Solo. 
Mac ‘n’ Cheese (Directly inspired by Elephantine)
Ingredients:
Pasta (small elbows are better, ramekins are tiny)
Panko bread crumbs
2 tbs flour
2 tbs butter
1 cup of whole milk
Extra sharp cheddar
Mozzarella
Parmesan (for dusting on top)
Nutmeg
Cayenne
Paprika
Salt, Pepper, Olive oil 
To Make: 
Cook the pasta until it’s done, drain, and set aside. Melt the butter in a saucepan over low heat, let it get nice and foamy. Add flour, spices, and salt & pepper to taste. Whisk together for a minute or two. Slowly add the milk, a bit at a time, whisking continually. Turn up the heat a shade. Let it come to a boil, and then reduce the heat again. Sprinkle in the cheese, stirring it so it melts evenly. Stir in the pasta, stirring until it is coated. Spoon warm mixture into ramekins, then sprinkle with bread crumbs and parmesan. Add a dusting of cayenne on top (if you like it extra hot.)
Pre-heat oven to 400°F, bake until done. About fifteen minutes. 

I’m not a great cook, but I’d like to be. This is an aspiration that becomes more pronounced when you’re presented, continually, with the desire and the opportunity to be cooking for other people, rather than just eating whatever’s on hand because you’re flying solo. Nobody wants to eat what I would make for myself. So, here’s my mission to learn how to make things that other people want to eat. People like presentation. They like cheese, a little salt, probably spices, maybe cream. All of these are pretty good things. I like this particular recipe because you can add almost anything to it and it will still be great: bacon, broccoli, squash, eggplant. 

I just looked down and there’s a tiny ink drawing on my left hand from last night. I put it there. Solo. 

Mac ‘n’ Cheese (Directly inspired by Elephantine)

Ingredients:

Pasta (small elbows are better, ramekins are tiny)

Panko bread crumbs

2 tbs flour

2 tbs butter

1 cup of whole milk

Extra sharp cheddar

Mozzarella

Parmesan (for dusting on top)

Nutmeg

Cayenne

Paprika

Salt, Pepper, Olive oil 

To Make: 

Cook the pasta until it’s done, drain, and set aside. Melt the butter in a saucepan over low heat, let it get nice and foamy. Add flour, spices, and salt & pepper to taste. Whisk together for a minute or two. Slowly add the milk, a bit at a time, whisking continually. Turn up the heat a shade. Let it come to a boil, and then reduce the heat again. Sprinkle in the cheese, stirring it so it melts evenly. Stir in the pasta, stirring until it is coated. Spoon warm mixture into ramekins, then sprinkle with bread crumbs and parmesan. Add a dusting of cayenne on top (if you like it extra hot.)

Pre-heat oven to 400°F, bake until done. About fifteen minutes. 

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Barbara Nitke and I watched [Rachel Ray] do her perky act with a ripe tomato. ‘I love just giving it a good smash with the palm of my hand,’ she bubbled. ‘A good whack. Then I run my knife through it.’ Her glistening fingers closed around the dripping fruit.

‘She is moist,’ Nitke noted. ‘She gets her hands dirty.’
— Barbara Nitke studies the parallels between the Food Network and hardcore pornography. Pretty great. Read.
Jan 25
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Isabelle Eberhardt — a story for the explorer and exploring.